Monday, February 19, 2018

the notes for myself

"Just because you’re not crying, doesn’t mean you’re not sad.
  Just because you’re smiling. doesn’t mean you’re happy."

—Radio Romance, Episode 6  πŸ“»

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I choose to stop chasing.
I am not giving up,
I am just choose to do that.

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No,
I am not.

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I am now chasing,
to my dreams.
It may seem small,
but I'll make it big.

There's hill,
everywhere.
I need to brave myself,
and slowly making steps
to the top.

I should believe in myself,
and I believe that I can do it.

There's nothing to worry about
if you've start to believe in yourself.

but still,
lots of traps and tricks
that I have to go through,
but
I believe that I can do it.

You can cry,
you can be mad,
but please,
stand up again,
continue the journey to your dreams,
with smile,
and happy steps.


dear self,

It's a long journey,
but I know you can do it.


keep smiling & stay positive. Allah will guide your way if you put trust on Him, in shaa Allah  πŸ˜Š

Saturday, February 10, 2018

paint me

(english lyrics)

One layer, two layers, getting painted
Here and there, getting engraved
Keep painting me

White, me without you back then
I was white as a canvas
I was lonely but it was peaceful, always

Yellow, when you suddenly came to me
Suddenly, in my heart
A spring-like warmth came inside, naturally

One layer, two layers, getting painted like watercolors
Here and there, getting engraved like a tattoo
Every spot you pass by gets colored
Wth a different color memory
Thicker and thicker, like the black night

Keep painting me
With more memories
Hurry and paint me
With only your scent
So it can not be erased
So no one else but you
Can draw in my heart

Red, the moment you hotly hugged me
My heart exploded like a volcano
A red mark is left in my heart, it's still warm

Blue, the first time I cried because of you
Like an ocean with an unknown depth
It was drawn so blue
Do you remember?

One layer, two layers, getting painted like watercolors
Here and there, getting engraved like a tattoo
Every spot you pass by gets colored
Wth a different color memory
Thicker and thicker, like the black night

Keep painting me
With more memories
Hurry and paint me
With only your scent
So it can not be erased
So no one else but you
Can draw in my heart

It's alright if it turns blacker and blacker
Our memories
It's getting thicker and thicker, like espresso

Still, keep painting me
Do not stop
Without you, it's pointless
Fill me up
So there's no empty spaces
Only you are my painter

—MAMAMOO



link; 


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my current favourite song and their lyricsso beautiful
 and woaa moonbyul, i can't—
they really have their own colors 🌈

Thursday, January 25, 2018

bad days

things to remember on your bad days.
I got it from tumblr and jot some down in my 'words to save' book (well, that's my books' name).


one
Others can only give you words and things ; only you can give yourself feelings.

two
The only time a friend should make you cry is because
you're so overwhelmed with how greatly they appreciate you.

three
You are growing and changing every second.
You are not the same person you were five minutes ago.
Embrace the growth and change the world.

four
It's okay to eliminate toxic things and toxic people.
You are too important to hold onto things that don't help you improve.

five
Don't get mad at someone for not understanding how you feel,
when you don't tell them how you feel.

six
You can't control what people will say to you,
but you can control how you react to them.

seven
You are not your struggles.
You are not your emotional breakdowns.
You are not your past.

eight
Be passionate.
Be unpredictable.
Be beautiful.
Be courageous.
Be excitable.
Be yourself.
Just please be anything but not realistic.

nine
Please,
please don't put your everything into another humain being
because it will not be good for either of you.

ten
Never be ashamed of past decisions,
past relationships
and past experiences,
because what makes you upset now,
once made you happy.

eleven, the last
You are so much more than just pretty.
You were not made to be pretty.
You were made to decorate the earth with your soul
and scream your name at the top of your lungs
until there is no way that they can forget about you.
So,
don't let anyone simplify you to just pretty.




🌹
that's it, have a nice day!

Tuesday, January 23, 2018

flutter, the cute cream

I bought something cute πŸ’•
scroll down and read it if you are free,
have a nice day!




I got this hand cream from watsons but I notice not all watsons store have it (so—do check 'em all). It is so eye-catching ✨, so I need to grab one. It is for RM9.90, which is such a good deal for a hand cream, but it got some discount while I want to purchase it (it is in november last year), so, if I'm not mistaken, I bought it for RM6.30. As for its job, what I can say is—it's not really the best, I mean the texture—it is nice but overall it is just okay.

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For cute cosmetics and
awesome accessories look
no further than flutter.
No rules. Just fun!

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Would I repurchase the hand cream?
Maybe~ (I can't decide, helpppp meee)

But I guess it would be nice as a present or a gift especially for girls and women because it is in pink (I don't know if they have other colors), it would be great. Or even for those who personally loves pink, that's would be more great!


Isn't it cute? Even for me who doesn't really into pink thingy, fall for it—


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I bought new hand cream from Innisfree.
Maybe it would be the next entry in the label of terselit-beauty-post or maybe...upcoming?
But I'll make sure to update a small innisfree haul as soon as possible!