hati ini,

aku menunggu.

walau tahu disebalik rasa,
tidak bakal diluah,
terus menunggu,
kubiar rasa hati ini,
menahannya pedih rasa.

tak mengapa,
lambat laun juga bakal,
aku sudah rindu.

bagaimana aku harus bicara kepadanya tentang satu itu?
apakah ayat itu bakal hanya sekadar meniti di bibir tetapi hati jauh tidak mengizin?

aku tahu rasa ini,
aku mahu katakannya,
tapi bagaimana?

adakah aku yang harus biar bicara itu bermula dari aku yang menunggu sekadar buat dia yang lansung tak menghargai atau aku yang sering terpesong arahnya terhadap itu karena laki-laki itu egonya menggunung, jauh untuk berkata-kata hal yang ini sekali.


aku menunggu.

(please do not put pressure, it is just words that sometimes I think it is nice to share from my imagination 💕 )


some sketch of mine from 2014 

Do you know the feeling when you're so happy that you can't imagine ever being sad again?
Or when you're so sad that you no longer believe you could ever be happy?
When you tell me you love me,
I always think of that strange emotion—that feeling of impossibility.
You say you love me,
and you can't imagine a future without me in it,
yet all I can think of is how you must have felt the same way once about someone else.

—Lang Leav

lari sikit dari blog style for ; Savee Beauty

hello jars (say in a cute way) 💕

mula-mula yang terpenting ;

sengaja nak pau cikgu (my sister) kita harini sebab sabtu ahad sekolah memang cuti, apa lagi memang tak dapat kesan muka dekat rumah jawabnya, merata nak pergi. Memang wajib kalau cikgu ni takdak program apa-apa maka tak lekatlah kat rumah, jadi marilah bershopping 💸

rancang lepas shopping memang malas nak makan dekat mall sebab nak tapau makanan memandangkan nak teman bonda kesayangan berbuka, keseorangan pulak nanti, kesian kesayangan kita tu (bodek bodek)

tengah asyik search restoran apa yang nak tapau makan, ternampak ramai pulak manusia keliling booth kecik ni, biasalah, siapa yang nak lepaskan peluang tengok macam excited ja manusia-manusia ni, baik pergi tengok, manalah tau ada sale, seronok jugak, haha.

oh, rupanya booth Savee Beauty ✨, lalu ini tuan punya badan turut serta dengan keterujaan yang berlaku. Add-on #FactAboutMe jap, j.lo merupakan seketul manusia yang amat obses dengan mask (tak kira face mask mahupun eye mask ye). Lagi teruja bila tengok harga, menjimatkan sungguh, penuh satu side dengan mask-mask yang memang banyak pilihan, rambang mata betul, banyak lagi barang lain selain daripada mask, ada jugak eyeshade, perfume, shampoo dan macam-macam lagi!

just a little purchase

geram jugak tengok mask-mask banyak sungguh, tak beli banyak sangat pun sebab tak pernah guna, so kita try-try dulu yang mana nampak macam best. Oh untuk nak tahu maklumat yang lebih, boleh check laman web Shavee Beauty sini dan bolehlah cuci-cuci mata sikit tengok produk yang dikeluarkan.

hasil tangkapan yang berjaya ;

3D Paper Mask Series
1. Soy for spots elimination
2. Apple for anti-ageing

Face Mask
1. Rose for revitalises, firms & rehydrates
2. Lemon Vitamin C for lightens, whitens & rejuvenates

Pudding Scrub Gel Mask
Marine Collagen & Q10 for ultra moist and anti-aging treatment

setiap satu daripada mask tu hanya RM1, so beli lima 😁 yang paling penting produk Savee telah diluluskan oleh Good Manufacturing Practice (GMP) yang memang dijamin mengikut standard HALAL Malaysia 👍

tak cuba lagi mana-mana yang beli, kalau rajin bakal di-review-kan ye.
Sesiapa yang pernah try mask Savee Beauty boleh comment bawah ye untuk kongsi review 💗


Hello everyone! ✨

Okay, for this entry, I am super excited to share with all of you my collective haul from March of 2017. And if you guys might not know that I am actually obsessed with stationery stuff (in the serious level that if I can't control myself, I would lost hundreds of moneyhh) , everything about it, I would love to swap with those stationery lovers, swap things, greeting, and moreover I'll be joining the snailmail club, can't wait for my first letter would be arrive! (can you guys see that I'm being totally excited guys, wuhuu)  and for more information, I also joined the #PlannerAddictMalaysia club, which is totally giving me more tips for my journal stuff and others too! So enough for here, let's move onn!

first, the things that I've got from DAISO

It is just a plain scrapbook with the high quality of papers, really nice 👍
Really love the quality of paper so I decided to make this book as my sketchbook, wee.

n e x t ;
  I  also got this book from DAISO

In love with the cover, the standard map of Europe (you can also change the cover with another design, photo or memo). It is a ring notebook in the size of A5 and it comes with dotted pages which is great.

m o  v  i n g   o n ;

This book is from MR. DIY

bought this just because of the cover, different types of camera, which is really cool and I don't sure if you guys can see that actually I didn't open the wrapper yet because I want to use it to jot down important things and stuff, for more upcoming, so yeah 📷

I bought this cute thing just from the 7Eleven Store, can't stop looking at them, too cute to handle so I grab both of them and purchase it, cute with such a really cheap price!

would like to thank to;

for introduce the cute items for the world ✨

these are the badges that I've bought, insanely cute!

the cute little bear and little panda at the end of the pages in the book, so cute!
kind of really happy and feeling great with this purchase of mine 😋

n e x t ;
p e n s

bought three different type of pen

I call this as 'fat belly pen', hello 👋

aha 💩

who can say no to this fancy type of pen that had eight colours in one pen, awesome!

these are highlighters! Don't you guys think that it is so cute? It really is. Happy Family theme of highlighters with different cat of every colors, so adorable!

washi tape, paper tape, adhesive tape-- super nice, I love it!

 the last cute items that I bought;

the cat bookmark, it comes with the magnet style 😻

that's all from now, I am absolutely excited to make this stationery haul entry, so I hope all of you would be enjoy to read my small haul, planning to and would love to make another haul entry for next month, yay or nay? Stay tuned!

oh oh, I also bought quite a lot of novels, if I have more free time, I would make a review for them.

visit my new account-- specifically for my blog, you will be shown about updates on blog
so, check it out ; Jars of Journal (instagram)

thankyou for spending your time! 💕

the pain #3

She remember;

She run so fast as she heard the ring sound by her telephone,
knowing so much who might be the caller,
the smile on her mouth can't be stop,
it looks like it is gonna burst to the full of happiness level,

but then,

her smile disappear,
as the slow motion could be,
and totally became worst the following seconds,


she hang up the phone,
tears start to running down at her cheeks

"why it is always me?"


every reflect questions to herself wouldn't give answers to her,
even to be respond by other,
she knows,
No -- isn't the answer
but she wouldn't get the right answer
even if she could ask hundreds people,

and the pain disappear slowly by the time keeps moving.....